That's Not My False

I feeling sad now~
And feel angry too!!
Is that my false
U think I'm happy my hand got like this?
I just wanna have a pair of gloves to use to wash plate
Finally what you said to me?
You said me always no did housework
So that my fingers got problem.......
I don't want me hand become like this too
I'm angry I can't talk to anyone
I just can write my secret at my blog
So....
never mind I feel that I can't get the love from you mum.....
I hate myself why can my hand become like this
I don't no the reason 
So don't blame me Mum
Because I love U